Sidney Hilston - Deranged lyrics

Got these walls inside my mind And they haunt me all the time I’m not happy I’m devine When you’re by my side Got these games inside my heart They want me to fall apart Dragging me into the dark Back to the start Got these monsters in my veins They whisper to me all day Wanting me to stay the same Knowing I can never change Got these eyes but I can’t see Someone else has blinded me I just wish that I could just be I can be my own best friend I don’t need anyone else I can cry my body to bed I’m happy by myself I can be my own best friend I don’t need anyone else I can cry my body to bed I’m happy by myself Go go away I I’m insane Feel feel my pain My awful brain Go go away I I’m insane Feel feel my pain My awful brain Go go away I I’m insane Feel feel my pain My awful brain Go go away I I’m insane Feel feel my pain M awful- brain Mr. blue bird’s on my shoulders Got this void within my lungs And each day it holds my tongue Never letting me become Something I wish to have won Got these lies inside my mind Telling me to be kind And I can never decide Because I’m captive all my life Got these trees in my chest And they’re begging me to rest But it’s a suicidal test It’d be violent bloodshed Got these rhymes in my ear Letting me know what to fear It’s horrific they’re always here And they’re tragically near I can be my own best friend I don’t need anyone else I can cry my body to bed I’m happy by myself I can be my own best friend I don’t need anyone else I can cry my body to bed I’m happy by myself Go go away I I’m insane Feel feel my pain My awful brain Go go away I I’m insane Feel feel my pain My awful brain Go go away I I’m insane Feel feel my pain My awful brain Go go away I I’m insane Feel feel my pain My awful- brain Brain La dee daa I’m insane La da dee Oohhh it’s in my veins Ah ah laa Call me deranged I can be my own best friend I don’t need anyone else I can cry my body to bed I’m happy by myself I can be my own best friend I don’t need anyone else I can cry my body to bed I’m happy by myself I can be my own best friend I don’t need anyone else I can cry my body to bed I’m happy by myself I can be my own best friend I don’t need anyone else I can cry my body to bed I’m happy by myself