Sicktanick - Will you still love me lyrics

[hook]will you still love when i'm no longer young and beautiful. Will you still love me when i got nothing but my aching soul. I know you willx3 will you still love me when im no longer beautiful [Verse 1 SickTanicK] So many problems right now, I don't know where to start, and everything is picking me apart, I got plenty of love in my life yet I feel so alone and I don't know why, all the struggle has beat me down to where i'm spun all around don't know where am i now, am i sicktanick or am i andy, am I really a god, because god can't stand me, all these years i've been searching, for an answer to figure out whats my purpose, whats the meaning, why do i feel this way can someone please gimmie a reason? I feel f**ed up, but i'm not the emo type, so i sit and shut up, dig a grave in my heart and bury it, and every day that i wake up i carry it, and all the sh** that i take is hilarious, life betrays like judas iscariot, i feel lost in a world that rejects me, in a genre that disrespects me, in a life where i'm not connected,where everybody is disaffected, wheres the love that i once felt i gotta dig so deep that i tear apart myself [hook]will you still love when i'm no longer young and beautiful. Will you still love me when i got nothing but my aching soul. I know you willx3 will you still love me when im no longer beautiful [Verse 2 SickTanicK] If I died today tell me how you'd feel, would you bump my songs or would you sit and chill, would you cry your eyes out and come to my house console loved ones then get the f** out would you help with the ashes, would you pay the bill for the urn or the casket would you be at my grave site to tell to the priest that EGC should do my last rights, what the f** am i thinkin i'm just rapper to you that you bump on the weekends, there is no real me just the guy that raps on a cd, just the guy that you saw a couple times on tv crying bout his fans that were murdered so brutally, i'm the bad guy, i'm the wrong one, i'm the bad child not the good son, i'm the stain in families bloodline, feeling all the pain in the world at one time, and my music helps your problems when i can't solve my own what the f** are my options, why ain't i stoppin, f** the rap game i shoulda finished school and then gone to college, what the f** is wrong with me who i am i to complain because i'm living the dream right [hook]will you still love when i'm no longer young and beautiful. Will you still love me when i got nothing but my aching soul. I know you willx3 will you still love me when im no longer beautiful [Verse 3 SickTanicK] But that dream brings nightmares, you would never understand what its like unless your right here, in my body, with my feelings, all the hardship with this dreaming, not complaining, i'm just venting, its been building up and fermenting, my whole life is f**ed up, and now that tellin the truth will you fans still show love, or will you diss and piss on my pictures and throw away all your doctrine scriptures, stop fronting like you know me, no im not your family because my blood they disowned me, everything that could possibly go wrong has gone wrong and so i sit and i write songs, its my way to cope and my way to vent and the only way that i can take this sh**, without wiling out, without getting all f**ed up on d** like amy winehouse, i push on with no choice, i only hope one day that the world will hear my voice, either way one day it will end, i just hope when it does that you don't pretend, that i was something that i'm not, so write f** the world on my grave god damned plot [hook]will you still love when i'm no longer young and beautiful. Will you still love me when i got nothing but my aching soul. I know you willx4 will you still love me when im no longer beautiful