Sicktanick - Wasting Time lyrics

[Verse 1: Delirious] I remember when I was just a little kid Growing up in a trailer park, had remorse for all the sh** I did I'm not so different when you think about it All I wanted was acceptance, now I can f**ing live without it I was always doubted, but you can doubt me now All my trials and tribulations couldn't f**ing hold me down & now I'm standing proud, back turned to the sky & I vow To live my life and raise the night, and not care how I'm turning out I was a problem child, with a taste for d** Hid that sh** all from my family, for the fear I would lose their love I roll another blunt, and I think about my life All my misery just burns away inside this goddamn pipe I take a drink and I write another f**ing rhyme The only medicine, it gets me by, it gives me time To just lay back and cry, with sadness in my eyes [?] with morbid thoughts, I want to say goodbye [Hook: Delirious] I think about my life, and I just hurt inside Every card I'm dealt, if nothing else, another change of tide It all just multiplies, the hate personified My skin is tough, I've had enough, I feel I'm Wasting Time (x2) [Verse 2: Delirious] I feel I'm just wasting time, when I'm wading through the grind Another dead-end job, I simply wanna hit rewind But I just can't seem to find, a way out of this mess All the bullsh**, and the talking adds to mental stress And it all just got me vexed, with all of the sh** that I seen Hypocrisy, man I can't believe this world is run by greed Sometimes I feel the need, to just stand up and scream Into the face of my boss, don't expect to get respect from me So please just set me free, free me from everything Please break these f**ing chains and free me from my suffering So please just let me be, let me strive for what I believe Even if what I believe, is something that you couldn't perceive Now shut up and observe, as I take control of my life [?] the blood, the sweat, and the tears as an even sacrifice So f** the past, I'm moving past it I won't stop this fight And that's the message I would leave if this was my last night [Hook: Delirious] I think about my life, and I just hurt inside Every card I'm dealt, if nothing else, another change of tide It all just multiplies, the hate personified My skin is tough, I've had enough, I feel I'm Wasting Time (x2) [Verse 3: A-Game] Am I just wasting time creating lines, and making rhymes? I do my best, but I got people trying to take what's mine Everyone's a rapper, but nobody's trying to make a dime We don't see eye-to-eye, no we don't share the exact place of mind I'm trying to make it off this rap sh**, that's why I put in practice I'm trying to keep my flow on point like cactus spines You say you're dope? But I am past your prime You know I put in work on every verse, dub, and adlib Fact is for the past 3 years, I've been trying to perfect my sound If I hit the very top, I'll do my best just to protect my crown They said white rappers never make it out my county, wow But call me Lil Wyte, cause all I gotta say is Doubt Me Now People come and go, just like the flow of every season Lot of people sleepin', but that can't be the reason To stop now, been rapping 3 years I'm just trying to take it easy Time is of the essence, I ain't wasting it, believe me [Hook: Delirious] I think about my life, and I just hurt inside Every card I'm dealt, if nothing else, another change of tide It all just multiplies, the hate personified My skin is tough, I've had enough, I feel I'm Wasting Time (x2)