(SIC)Monic - Illumination lyrics

And I really don't think you know who you are So I reach out my hand but you've fallen to far And you choke on the love that you claim as your own But in darkness you still feel so alone And I wonder when you'll realize All the frailties of your life My soliloquy of decadent disarray The bloody snow from the fallen angels that now surround me The candlelight is burning Will I ever get what I need Or am I destined to crawl below The candlelight is burning The candlelight has been burning for days Break break break These are the weapons I forge From the disgust that I Hold deep in my heart And I cannot escape it It's digging deep and it's paralyzing You look so pitiful and useless here 7 days to realize just what you are The silence is so deafening And when you fall back down I'll meet you Are you breathing So I'll take it and I'll squeeze it And I'll shove it way deep down in my chest I'll never give it up for anything I'll never give it up You look so pitiful and useless here Paranoid, paralyzed All your faith lost inside Devastate, mesmerize And on the day when I realized my own humanity I sat down on the sidewalk which ran into the streets in which I have dwelled for so long And although it was 2am the streetlights were illuminating so brightly I could've sworn it was just before the break of dawn Oh but of all the transgressions that make a man feel so defeated inside each moment lost in time I dug my knuckles into the pavement and the wind began to blow You were the most beautiful being (incomprehensible) After suffering you realize what you are Are you breathing? No So I'll take it and I'll squeeze it and I'll shove it way deep down in my chest I'll never give it up for anything I'll never give it up You look so pitiful and useless here All the love all the fear Walk alone she'd a tear You will know who you are On the edge of the earth I am meek we are strong Sun reflects ambiance Broken Hearts ruined dreams Bound by what we conceive Devastate mesmerize No more pain no more lies You will know who you Are on the edge of the earth Candlelight burns away Never thought I'd see the day Finally you realized And every thought that you have resemble the lies that you tell yourself Delusionary and insolent you're manifesting your every fear Dwelling into your narcissistic state of mind Oh but the suffering will no longer behold you All your love all your life (x3) I am your deepest fear infesting all you experience Searing vibrant within these walls And that's where I'll stay forever