Sia - First Fighting a Sandstorm lyrics

I fought so hard for your heart, all the way down And I thought that I could save you from destruction But I was never in control, never in control Fighting another war No, I was never in control, never in control Fighting another war Was fistfighting a sandstorm Now I ain't boxing anymore I'm letting go and it's beautiful Fistfighting a sandstorm Fistfighting a sandstorm Is a losing battle Was fistfighting a sandstorm Fighting a sandstorm Fighting a sandstorm Was fistfighting a sandstorm Was fistfighting a sandstorm But I won't fight it anymore I'm letting go and it's beautiful I was hurting, I couldn't let go, couldn't leave you And I told myself, don't know ourselves, but we push through But I was never in control, never in control Fighting another war No, I was never in control, never in control Fighting another war Was fistfighting a sandstorm Now I ain't boxing anymore I'm letting go and it's beautiful Fistfighting a sandstorm Fistfighting a sandstorm Is a losing battle Was fistfighting a sandstorm Fighting a sandstorm Fighting a sandstorm Was fistfighting a sandstorm Was fistfighting a sandstorm But I won't fight it anymore I'm letting go and it's beautiful But I was never in control, never in control Fighting another war No, I was never in control, never in control Fighting another war Was fistfighting a sandstorm Now I ain't boxing anymore I'm letting go and it's beautiful Fistfighting a sandstorm Fistfighting a sandstorm Is a losing battle Was fistfighting a sandstorm Fighting a sandstorm Fighting a sandstorm Was fistfighting a sandstorm Was fistfighting a sandstorm But I won't fight it anymore I'm letting go and it's beautiful