you upload a picture of yourself on the internet you are wearing a white sheet, while you stand in a shed i miss you hey jeff, how is white bear creek? hey jeff, how is living by a lake? remember how defeated you were after berkeley? how i was like uh, maybe we can meet up? i was the only one you told before you threw your phone away and boarded the bus remember how you'd bang on my backdoor and try to f** me blacked out with his cum on your mouth? jesus, kid slow down and stop walking around my rug with the gun in your hand i'll wipe the lipstick from your mouth if you will let me and you can return to your dorm whiskey-in-hand please tell me, what's your new address? i've got two blankets and a novel by lispector i'd like you to read