Shy One - A Morbid Fairy Tale lyrics

[Chorus x2] So many times I tried to feel this way Everytime I feel I have it It always seems to go away And it all just really brought me down Not really just knowing just how to react And the past is just haunting me wherever it's found [Verse 1] I'm feeling all alone until this day So many nerves are running right through my veins I cannot even see straight can't concentrate At first glance everything around you was a blur Everything just stopped in my mind, it was all on her Fiending for love had me desperate in a sadful way But today was the day - I felt that way we start to date Every single day I began to pick her up I didn't even know of the word enough Tried to do as much as I can to be a man Everywhere we went we were holding hands So happy hoping it will never stop until I'm gone Didn't think anything on this earth can go wrong Took her out to eat just about everyday Just to make her happy, she never had to pay Whatever she wanted I tried my best to get I was her Romeo, but was she my Juliet? [Chorus x2] [Verse 2] She was my angel on this whole entire earth She was my queen, my light on this earth Something that I always wanted was to feel this way Obsessed with love soon drove my mind all way Slowly and slowly the phone began to never rang I knew right then and there that something wasn't the same But blinded by love myself couldn't think My eyes started to burn everytime I did blink I was worried and I was stuck in one spot Waiting outside with the phone in hand, I surely gonna pop Am I gonna lose this girl who I really truly love? It felt like I took a hit of a really bad drug (it was gone) Our anniversary came up and still received no word 1999 July the 9th, that was the date of worst Feeling sick and thinking 'bout that day as hours fly by And I realized to myself, that's the day that I died [Chorus x2]