Shrug - She's My Disease lyrics

Sister mischief heads my way, tugs my chain and I obey Can my corpse come out and play with her today? Sister mischief knows the rules, I love her as her scheme unspools And I will drown in gentle pools of velvet clay If love's a dog from hell, I'm on the wrong side of the fence My curiosity won't tell my fear it's too intense She's my disease There is no cure, she bleeds me by degrees My disease And I hear her rustling in the trees And I wonder, "Will she come tonight and bring me to my knees?" She's my disease I first met her in this hall, she was so beautiful and small And I heard seven angels call me from the mountain My head exploded, I saw stars, and my leg still bears the scars From where I ran into this very drinking fountain If love's a battlefield, I'm on the wrong side of the line There is no hope of rescue, but my capture feels just fine She's my disease If I am dreaming, oh, please God, let me never wake If I am falling, let me land in feathers for her sake Sister mischief makes my day, or so she tells me anyway I find it very hard to say she is lying And there are things that I would change, but I'll love her 'til I'm strange Enough to not care how the months and years are flying If this is paradise I'm on the wrong side of the wall The snake is on me, but I find that I don't care at all She's my disease There is no cure, she bleeds me by degrees My disease And I hear her rustling in the trees And I wonder, "Will she come tonight and bring me to my knees?" She's my disease