Showbread - Precursor lyrics

I used to believe in something And something believed in me But now I see I forced myself 'Cause believing in nothing is scary Now there's nothing left to lose And we've been wearied and refused I am an unbelieving wreck Will you please lift me by my neck? How do I turn this into something I believe When it's something I've been told And something I've been taught? How do I turn this into something that I need? When I'm lavishly controlled And someone that I'm not Make me believe Make me believe Make me believe Make me believe Joy and suffering, good and evil Breathing and growing and life It's all just a fluke, means nothing to me And maybe nothing is alright To give up my life to hold on to hope To forfeit all of me To believe that something must be true And that truth will set us free How do I turn this into something I believe When it's something I've been told And something I've been taught? How do I turn this into something that I need? When I'm lavishly controlled And someone that I'm not Believing in love, believing in hope Surrendering all of my will Believing in nothing is scary Believing in something is scarier still Believing in love, believing in hope Surrendering all of my will Believing in nothing is scary Believing in something is scarier still