Show Teeth - Missing You Like Winter lyrics

Rayna M. Missing You Like Winter Missing you followed the pattern of winter leaving Tucson You first leaving was like a foreign, numbing cold The snippy air surrounded everything including my emotions It was a bit like anesthesia kept me cool Had no touch with my own thoughts and emotion How could I? I was still heavily under YOU─ intoxicated, drugged. Then I had that warm sadness, very joyful sadness the days were warming up, transitioning away from the winter The days would be Warm Hot even But the nights would feel as frigid as ever Because there was this big gaping absence of warm where it had been present before Nights felt like I could be susceptible to freeze I was left wholly alone to deal with me & not─you I felt the icy I, Trying to battle my own conscious The memories now Made me painfully aware Of the fact that I was missing you Nights now on would be the hardest, darkest, emptiest But I had summer to look forward to That boiling heat To drown the cold of my own inner workings