By: Reyna M. your grotesque suicide fantastically convoluted distressing to the highest degree I saw the contrast between the chilling crimson blood and your porcelain skin─ perfected by d**h─ I hadn't decided yet if you were alive or only half dead And looking at you I wish you had k**ed me first─ I'd feel the life pouring out of me─ the wonderful absence And I'd be vulgar and intriguing just as wonderfully misshapen, Sickeningly pleasurable As you I'd be an artwork to feast on to be torn apart further