Shocksin - Relief lyrics

[Produced by MrFlamez] [Intro] I can see the tears go down my mom's eyes Tears go down my grandma's eyes & I.... Am so close to the edge, just don't push me [Hook] Going on everyday of my life Knowing I ain't living right I'm just tryna get the figures, get a lil bigger But it seems I'm tryna get it my own I'm gone, I'm home So long, so long, so long I'm gone, I'm home, I'm home So long, so long, so long [Verse 1] Tryna get relief, with the release of my breath And I just step back, and hope for the best Ya'll hatin' on me n***a, I'm just tryna be that n***a Tryna stack all them figures, get big just like Jigga Express my pain through lyrics, if you feel it you feel it Don't care if you don't believe it, if you reach it just receive it I do this just for no reason, I breathe and breed every season With the bros I just go chiefing, in my head everyday like a meeting Therefore, I'm faced with these demons Damn they taking away my feelings Don't know how I'm feeling, either empty or dead But I'm still breathing, man, (word) yo I'm still breathing My life could be so misleading, over and over again Just re-reading my life, my strife, my struggles Creating a huge rebu*tal Swimming in a pool of blood that eventually turns into a puddle And there I see my mom's face So deep in sh**, don't know how she could handle it [Hook] Going on everyday of my life Knowing I ain't living right I'm just tryna get the figures, get a lil bigger But it seems I'm tryna get it my own I'm gone, I'm home So long, so long, so long I'm gone, I'm home, I'm home So long, so long, so long [Verse 2] We come in to go out, we're born to die there's no doubt Can't stay in yesterday or I'm gonna wild out So just come home dammit, we miss you, we need you We can't live without you When will you get that through your thick skull? We can heal you, take care of you Look at all this sh** that it did to you Now I'm screaming out cause I f**ing care Now I'm all in pain cause you're just not here Damn why won't you come back? Damn why won't you just come back? [Hook] Going on everyday of my life Knowing I ain't living right I'm just tryna get the figures, get a lil bigger But it seems I'm tryna get it my own I'm gone, I'm home So long, so long, so long I'm gone, I'm home, I'm home So long, so long, so long