Shock Therapy - Waiting For You lyrics

I dont want to be alone waiting for you I might have to suffer for all i know I look into the sky waiting for you In the name of comfort its all i can do The sun beats down on my back While im waiting for you I patiently toil my life away I will never gain the courage i lack To stand alone without need of you If i were to have a gun waiting for you Im not sure i wouldnt shoot myself Because i was bored Maybe i will punch a hole in the world While im waiting for you Or a least in the hearts of the malcontent For being what they are I will never learn to respect myself To stand on my own two feet with dignity Waiting for you Waiting for you Im running away but my body isnt moving It is waiting for you Ill run as for as i can get from here And still be here for you I will never bite the bullet, i fear But maybe when i die this will all disappear Waiting for you waiting for you