Shock Therapy - Nothing but Lies lyrics

Nervous as always, looking for answers Dont know the questions, give me a reason I cannot seem to face the fact That there is no turning back Someone is staring in the mirror Cannot see past the reflection Whatever got me to where i am now Is never coming back again Its getting so boring staying in here Its getting so hard to keep things clear The day is long, the week is forever I wonder when but time is forever There is no end to this thought My life is conviction to eternal hell With no possibility of parole When i die i will know where to go The same place i suffered when i was alive Breathing the rotten used stale air I dont need d** to thrill my life I get as much fun from a sharp little knife The sun comes out aund causes me pain I wish to god that it would start the rain I look at myself, i like what i see But if i really like it, it cant be me I sing cruel songs all day long If i sing from my soul i cant go wrong Look in my mind, look in my eyes Look in my heart, there are nothing but lies Nothing but lies, nothing but lies All day long there are nothing but lies