Crawling on the walls tonight I'm going to cry Just a thought away my heart is pounding like love What happened? I thought life was totally healthy But the sickness comes when I least expect I sense a strange figure dancing The lights and sounds only fool me But I'm not one of you I'll never be one of you A new day is upon me! When the rain becomes a cleansing rain I know I'm sick, but the sick is only pain The light of day becomes my final breath I won't let this pain become neurotic d**h I sense a strange figure dancing The lights and sound only fool me But I'm not one of you I'll never be one of you A new day is upon me! I won't ever let this pain control me!