Shock Therapy - Redemptuous Suffering lyrics

I was a slave to misfortune The weight of my sins Pulled at my neck I was the only man alive But now im much happier Althought the weight still exists I dont mind the distress I have a reason to live after all For those who live within guilt For those who cannot cry I will smother my soul in greif So someday you can smile Your world is a dimension of sinners And i am your inadequate king When i crumble ill be the final moron Who thought he had something to die for For those who are afraid to live For those who have never even tried I torture myself with the most hideous thoughts That you could ever image For those who have never even cried I will die in my sleep from my horrible dreams And my redemptuous suffering For those who are afraid to die I exist for the sake of your selfish motives And your faulty expressions