Shock Therapy - Simple Distrust lyrics

Its so uncommon to be understood Energy is spent on destructive thought But the world at large is not at fault The difference in opinion Between you and i Its two different lies with the same exact sound But i cannot even think because youre screaming so loud It feels so good to be alone Pre-disposed to people who dont even care Trappes within a person im not sure is even there Whatever it takes to please the guilt When my head is on fire i dont have a heart But i know its still there because its falling apart Pain, hope, hate, fear, bitter disgust It all comes alive in my simple distrust Clouds in my brain cover the pain Hideaway the guilt and make my vision clean But i still face myself at the end of the dream The light of scrutiny on my heart Its so very very real and extremely unkind But im the one who gives it power and permission to shin Accept the punishment or i could be alone I should never want to think these thoughts again But i realize the truth is that i really am Pain, hope, hate, fear, bitter disgust It all comes into play in my Pain, hope, hate, fear, bitter disgust It all comes alive in my simple distrust Simple distrust