Shock Therapy - A Dishonest Man lyrics

Was i just thinking too much? I felt remorse for the pitful sight Of a blinded world in a deceptive fog I only work here, i dont need to care Hollow about your head for a thankless cause Open your heart in the name of fear That tortures your world with bitter emotion And hysterical virtues of condemnation Is there a reason to be punished? Am i indeed the person who was wrong? Will i risk my lies in fear of the fool Who is taking control of my crashing life? Im surprised at your concern Theres a feeble joke racing through my thoughts That youll jump into my vehicle of fear And pray i dont get caught in the storm This is a shameless world of survival Accommodating helpless, retarded pigs Wallowing in their world of sickness We can only look and laugh Of maybe even care enough to cry As we look on and on and on ... My patience is wearing thin I see the world through blood-soaked eyes I see destruction of satisfies looks But its nothing to someone who doesnt care Is living so precious? The theory applies to those barely alive Swimming while crippled in a river of sh** And ending up in heaven as a well-earned reward This is a shameless world of survival Accommodating helpless, retarded pigs Wallowing in their world of sickness We can only look and laugh Of maybe even care enough to cry As we look on and on and on ... Its a recurring nightmare Man is animal, his soul the disease Tricking his mind with the invalid belief That his heart is crippled by choice alone I cant understand how to be a dishonest man