Shock Therapy - Exploration lyrics

What in the world is inside of me? Or what isnt inside is a better word The sky is so dark from the bitter inside Its almost as thought she did this for me Say hello to my world, come one come all! You seem to find your way in any how My privacy has never been your concern I think she always planned this for me All of my tiny little kitten-like thoughts Somehow they make so much sense to me A gift for the world that she throws away Like an unwanted toy: she planned this for me Shes not so bad this girl i know She gives me a gift every now and then But she makes me suffer in between She makes me squirm this girl i know I can explore the possibilities That im worthy these gifts, its a healthy disease Exploration is so much fun!