Shoayb khan - Insomnia lyrics

[Intro]: I want to be some one you are proud of I try to be the one who can make you Laugh But it seems to be more Difficult every day And now I've turned into a Chronic Insomniac [Verse 1]: Shoayb Khan Verse I'm spitting,Something else splitting My soul into two pieces Another alter ego of me Let me share your story related to my consciousness Every time I think about it,it makes me damn nauseous and Back in 2006 when I met you My life was doubtless I was living my life totally monstrous Mindless I ran through,making promises,plus I acted same in every interaction i've been through Whether it was my family,friends or you I wonder about a slightest chance I stuck through Tryna amuse you,but I'm not blaming' it all on you Your shoulders are too weak to carry You depend upon me,I'm your Stability Since you took me as your damn hobby You're the reason why my mum don't anymore trust me Tryna play my mind every time I acted jolly Look at me now As your another victim,f** Insomnia! You've turned my mind into Godforsaken Sanctum [Hook]: Shoayb khan I just want to go back and dream again I just want to Fantasize my Sleep again Its been so long since I'm missing my dreams Insomnia is making' me more colder I never suppose to be [Verse 2]: Shoayb khan Never wanted to go back to the pills again No way,not a chance in this life man I can't stand what I've become due to this Every night I have to creep hallways for the pills Which literally k**s me every time I choke-up my Nostrils I guess it drilled my brain to swell my sk**s Of story telling No more a foot hill for this Rap But I guess I'm being more Nocturnal to be good at In the morning I'm normal,no more beast Feels like a police,keep haunting you Until I found you,naturally deceased Man,this patience is too greased For me to hold it What should I call it? Fate? Controversy? or a plain sh**? Pinch hit on your face I'm gonna lit the little bit of this wit Until, fill my omits to get fit in this Spirit Please God I just want to dream again Please try to understand What i've been through due to this curse,man! [Hook]: Shoayb Khan I just want to go back and dream again I just want to Fantasize my Sleep again Its been so long since I'm missing my dreams Insomnia is making' me more colder I never suppose to be [Outro]: Its getting more difficult than it sounds,man! Insomnia.. Thanks for turning me,a Psycho Freak I guess [Hook]: I just want to go back and dream again I just want to Fantasize my Sleep again Its been so long since I'm missing my dreams Insomnia is making' me more colder I never suppose to be