Shirley Ba**ey - Only When I Laugh lyrics

So, it's finally over Had to happen, but no big deal. After all of that, off again and on What else is new? Well, I say, will you catch me crying? Not this kid Will I soon forget you? I just did Does it really hurt me? Only when I laugh Is my heart finally numb yet? Yeah, I don't think I feel one thing After too long of running cold and hot And cold, you end up blue So, I'll just change things on my mailbox, suits me fine And since you've gone on your way, I'll go mine Does it really hurt me? Only when I laugh Every time I fell in love I never fell completely The joke is, I was saving something For the person that I thought was you Well, I guess I was dreaming Glad the fantasy's dead and gone And if my mind keeps running back and forth And back and forth don't take that as a clue It was a minor operation, I pulled through Opened up my life and took out you My only scar's a heart that's neatly torn in half Does it really hurt me? Only when I laugh