Shiny Toy Guns - Waiting Alone lyrics

Do you really never see me when you come home late at night? I'm always waiting alone for you You used to make me feel so much alive Now I'm waiting alone for you I am a son, your chosen one Don't think out loud, just trust my gun I never said I'd think things through I'd never wait on you Do you really never see me when you come home late at night? I'm always waiting alone for you You used to make me feel so much alive Now I'm waiting alone for you Do you really believe my tongue? I'm not afraid I've angered God I never meant to hurt no one It's how I stay alive Do you really never see me when you come home late at night? (Do you really even come home late at night?) I'm always waiting alone for you You used to make me feel so much alive (I rarely feel like I'm alive) Now I'm waiting alone for you 'Cause I cannot cry over and over again You've got to stop the lies about what's real and what's pretend Do you really never see me when you come home late at night? I'm always waiting alone for you You used to make me feel so much alive (I used to make you feel alive) Now I'm waiting alone for you (Waiting alone for you)