Shinigami - Fade To Black lyrics

If you could just Understand what's in my head I'm lost forever I've been mislead I've lived I've died and I have bled For all the words I've left unsaid Memories they cloud my mind All of the people I left behind At least I can say that I tried It's not my fault now let it die If I left this place without a trace No one could even recognise my face Why do I feel like a f**ing disgrace Lay me to rest and cover my grave I cannot feel I'm only good at hiding and I'm Glad that you remind me of the Things I left behind me This bed That I lay in Only holds me back And these walls just can't protect me You're not the only one who left me (All alone) Why do I push away the People who stood by me Things are different now I'm better At least that's what i like to tell myself Take my word I know it hurts Forgive yourself Let it go