Shiki (TMNS) - Honesty lyrics

{verse 1: shiki-tmns} Honesty, honestly i don't know what it means I'm keeping secrets behind the scenes Drinking the poison my demons bring Hoping i keep hidden everything Out from plain sight. guess in hindsight, i'm not alright I just grab mics, stay up all night Battle my thoughts, lifelong fight Love is so fickle, emotions so simple I'm sorting my feelings on these instrumentals Life is the longest and craziest riddle You could say that again All i really want is a painless end Before anyone else, you were a fan Baby i'm a wicked man In your ear whisperin' {chorus: adam} Girl you know i promise, i'm honest I won't let you go Girl you know i promise, i'm honest Thought i'd let you know Girl you know i promise, i'm honest I won't let you go Girl you know i promise, i'm honest Thought i'd let you know {verse 2: shiki-tmns} Honesty, it burns when it leaves from my lips It stings when you give me a kiss It hurts when you trust me like this Show you a picture but there's always something you miss I need to get me a grip Always been sober but i need to get me a sip Music my solace, the only thing that i do right all the time Escaping in rhymes I've stolen your heart, the most horrible crime Corrupted your mind, you lost all your shine You made a mistake when you said you were mine I was the worst person that you could find Put you through bullsh*t I was an automatic gun with a full clip Aimed at your heart Tore it apart These were the feelings i felt on the regular But girl i promise, your love was spectacular Sorry the suicide note was so bloody Like my soul, i knew it had to be ugly Sorry our love was demolished Sorry i went and i broke every promise Hopefully now that i'm gone your life can progress Sorry i had to be dead, to be honest {chorus: adam} Girl you know i promise, i'm honest I won't let you go Girl you know i promise, i'm honest Thought i'd let you know Girl you know i promise, i'm honest I won't let you go Girl you know i promise, i'm honest Thought i'd let you know