Shelter - Crushing Someone You Love lyrics

I have nerve, you don't deserve to take what I dish out or stick with me. I'm not too bright I just lose my sight of what I strive for and want to be. So I want you to know that I'm willing to go. So I want you to know although I know to run, will never be the answer. There's nothing to say, I just want to bury my head I shame. No card I can play, I fold my hand in this game. Now it's clear your worst fear. You're in a web and desperate to be free. Well beyond cruel, I'm not that j**el you thought you had discovered when you found me.