shelby sidwell - my story lyrics

ever since the day i was born my mama never liked me. She always throw me against the couch, and told me I was fistiy when I was two, she told me she wished I was dead, and that no one would ever like me, Now my life is traumatic. People always tryna fight me. Depression is how I live, if you call this livin’, my dad is always on my back, always b*tchin’. Life hurts, man. Always sneaking out the back door, . Anxiety consumes me, I don’t wanna feel like this anymore, Stress is so bad I'm hurtin’ just thinking about my past. My days feel pretty slow but life just seems to go too fast. My childhood gone in a flash, so now all my “childhood memories” are trashed, there in the past. I always feel like I don’t wanna be alive, but my friends and family think I thrive My life is so heard stress is so much I'm hurting too bad I think my time has come Don't miss me too much because I'll be gone Outta this world and into a new one