Shedaisy - She Gets What I Deserve lyrics

She doesn't know me by name But I know everything about her She likes to work in her rose garden And vacation in New Hampshire She gets him every holiday And every Sunday afternoon By 8, she tucks his babies in I know she loves him like I do And I wanted to call her so many times But I never found the nerve She gets what I deserve Oooh, yeah It's not the way that I planned Just the right man, the wrong time Even the moments he's holdin' me I know he's not really mine When I appear into the windows of the home I'm torn apart I can't help but wonder Whatever happened to my heart Such an uninvited lesson I never meant to learn She gets what I deserve [Instrumental Interlude] I can't whitewash my excuses I can't cover up the stain I can't give back what I've taken I should be the one to bare the pain I just pray that God forgives me For what I've done to her She gets what I deserve She gets what I deserve