Shawn Phillips - 2 Old 2 Quick lyrics

(Shawn Phillips - verse1) Im 22 feeling like i grew old too quick I got the mind of a man with a dying wish Im blind when it comes to finding a friend that i can trust So i turn to rap, no turning back only speeding up Im in a race with my future, my destiny's ahead of me I cannot find my centre balance holding on desperately I measured up to everything they all said ide never be And now im so close i can feel it in my bones Beat you to the throne Ima beat it till my bare knuckles break and shatter barriers exceeding what we know Ima fiend on the microphone, the nicest guy you know Take the fire from these other rappers sink it in my flow Feeling so at home,feet up on the table Knowing every day ill wake up happy with the life i chose Even though, at the moment i been feeling cold I know things are going to heat up when i start dropping these poems (Chorusx2) Its like im in a movie where the bad guy wins And every time i rewind and start over again I expect to see something different in the end But here we go let the story begin (Kurt Hustle - verse2) Bring it back to 2009 Before i was a rapper just before i lost my mind My idol dies car crash on cheapside Left me on this earth to carry on what he strived For his whole life i mean i followed in his past Im tryin my best to make this thing last God dam i feel the pressure building God willin me strength to press on for my future children I feel like i grew up too quick Hangin wit the crew drinkin n smokin cigs I was never into boy scouts and bake sales I mean i did make sales but they were never retail I always try to make the best situation And lately its been more revelations in my basement So either way i gotta get this doh Either im out here hustlin or tourin on the road so.. (Chorusx2) Its like im in a movie where the bad guy wins And every time i rewind and start over again I expect to see something different in the end But here we go let the story begin