Shawn Harris - Secrets & Sins lyrics

[Verse 1] I got a heart full of hate And a mind full of stress But I'm alive, so I'm blessed Had to ride for the set, did some things I regret But it was all for the check MG's in the flesh, had a plug for the blow Little n***a's gettin' dough, til the plug got locked up My brother got shot Swear the streets so cold, man it's f**ed up n***a's dying over jealousy Free Slim, lil homie just caught a felony My pops called, "be careful" That's what he tellin' me That's why I never buy into the lies they be sellin' me n***as said I'd lose it all, but I doubled up Turned a 20 to a 40 in a couple months Heard they looking for (?), so we was on the run My product of my environment, yeah I'm from the slums Where the love don't live And they take don't give Real sh**, no fear f** n***a don't try me I gotta (?) So if they do, they goin' have to come find me With your head in my lap And lead in the strap cause I'm bustin at the feds on sight And I don't really give a f** Never did, never will I leave all you n***as dead on life [Verse 2] The truth is, I coulda been in the casket Was in the slab, when n***a's caught me in traffic But thank God ain't none of the bullets hit me That day if he wasn't with me It could have been something tragic Some n***as heard I had work, so they ran schemes The 12 ran in my Condo to find a triple beam But I seen em coming up, so I got it all flushed Swear tha this life's a movie, and this the first scene Cause I ain't even 21 yet Can't even do and get permitted for a gun yet But still I'm riddin' with a tech in the streets (?) but I ain't even got a son yet And I'm (?) to the sunset Cause the boy got bills , and they all do Commitin sins but f** it, n***a we all do Ain't got no holes in my story n***a, it's all true And that's facts