My heart feels so numb and my body feels so weak and powerless, pain worming its way through my body and, blood cells are dying. Blood freezes in veins, turning me to pale, causing my body to fail. My brain isn my heart messages to beat; so my heart palpitates. My lungs are forgetting to inhale air and exhale air. I can frozen. Scream out in pain and I can when you and watch and stare as I die with no voice to scream. Stop pushing six-feet thick gla** onto me..