Shatter Messiah - Never to Play the Servant lyrics

This convoluted sense of God Denies me of my freedom My mind, body and soul The things you need for control I am caught in the spin Falling through my place in time Blind to the meaning of existence Needing to prove my worth to you Never to play the servant Never to be your slave Bowing and scraping for my salvation I will kiss the hand of the demon that beats me Bow to the tongue of my brutal master Saved by my spite And Jesus weeps for the sound of my voice Never to play the servant Never to be your slave Bowing and scraping for my salvation Never to play the servant Never to be your slave Wishing for something better then I see in you I am not your weakness, I am not your fault I am the voice inside your head Calling doubt to your faith I walk away from my pain And I walk away from your shame I turn my eyes to God Just to find that he is you Never to play the servant Never to be your slave Bowing and scraping for my salvation I walk away from my pain And I walk away from your shame I turn my eyes to God Just to find that he is you