Shatter Messiah - Hatred Divine lyrics

I struggle with my life within And all the memory that it brings A flash of anger a flash of guilt Brings me back to the place from I ran All the bad you make, all the good I build Take my joy and you call it a waste You drag it out And you throw it back in my face Reason leaves me when I see you My rage is absolute Cloud my vision cloud my mind My hatred is divine Drowning in my misery Self inflicted state of despair The madness build behind my eyes Starts the end that I feel inside Outside Is not your pain Inside I'm not your pain There for by the grace of God I go Full of hate and rage inside As I rip my way through life So tired of the being next in line Filled to the teeth with this vision of rage I lift myself to a better place I lift myself to my hatred divine