Disillusioned with my life And all the things I bring to it Surround myself with love Just to see it turn to sh** Back and forth again and again I feel the pain inside One more chance to give One more life to live I've taken everything And I've given it all to you Fix my disillusion and repair My f**ing collapse Please put me back together And hold my seems tight You are the only thing Keeping me alive Without your softest kiss I pull the trigger hard Feel the madness rising Splitting me in two Rip myself apart just to see The black inside Chaos building chaos screaming Feel myself slipping On the blood soaked grip