Shaila - My own life lyrics

Far away from home from the treasures that belong to my mind to my heart 'cause every single minute that i have to grow i hate my gutz 'cause i hate this world i tried to enjoy the life i hate and now here i am so try to understand me when i say that here behind us there's a train in this parade that's pa**ing by and I'll try to live my dreams for a long long time and I'll draw a picture of this big boy's sad old soul all this time i've been against i being afraid of live the world outside being afraid to living my own life in my own life So shall i change the world? or be afraid of what they told me? i know is hard to know but i don't care anymore 'cause every single minute that i have to grow i pay the price for my missing soul i tried to enjoy the life i hate and now here i am