Shahmen - 26 Freestyle lyrics

[Intro] Yeeeah... [Verse: Bless] 26 years old kind of feels old to me Still a lot left to build still a lot I want to be Was a prince to a obtain to rule without a king I was raised by my mother plus the books I would read Artists that I studied in the songs they would sing Paintings that I was [?] were all a father to me Carried a heart in me finally starting to see Saw it the whole time it was too hard to believe One that I lost in the mail never to be received One coffin without a nail is not as dead as you think The skeleton's alive and it's asking for a dance The roads between his teeth [?] tan The memories inside my head can haunt me all night Or remind me that I'm blessed then it is all right I pull a page about a book and then I song write I want to share this with my girl and live a long life I hope [?] left enough [?] So much I want to say so much to burn the light Too many lives to save too many die tonight Still I'm making change so I can sleep at night [Verse 2: Bless] Blood pumping so hard that I must hit the page And I don't even need this pen I got ink for days Wishes made came true and kissed my name Bless was born in sunny California But the blessings were born all along my way Around the world and back for more than 40 days But about that - still I'm just a house cat Went to Australia and never saw the outback Now I'm back writing tracks in the Netherlands Haven't gotten a dog the story never ends And make more records and make more friends Beginning to get my ends but now it all begins Over and over and can't stay sober But I'm writings songs about you to bring me closer to closure And at the same time I'm wide open knowing that the window was open and we can always stay open [Verse 3: Bless] My heart bleeds and I can't help but tell the lie And tell the lie the that truth is I want to die I want to die and resurrect with a new life Every day and come true with new tides New tides and new land and new sand New face and new place and new hand New hand to hold to hold me tighter And hold me closer and hold me through the middle of the night here