Shady Records - Fine Line lyrics

[Verse 1] Another day, another hotel, the inside of it is nice though, oh well This is my life so as I go and try on clothes for tonight's show To see how far that line goes, still blows my mind, show business Guess I'll just never get, so this sh** just always feels so weird To this day because all's I ever did Was just say the sh** I would've wanted to hear Other people say to me when I was a kid So please don't make me some type of hero Cause I will say some ol' inspirational sh** in a real way But still will have a field day with some of the f**ed up sh** In the world and tell it to s** on the dick, cause I still make fun Of a sitch someone's in like a son of a b**h at another's expense I'm f**in' relentless as f** when it comes to this pen I struggle with coming to senses, stuck on the fence It's a balance beam, if I seem unbalanced, it's challenging When my conscience allows me to think the most foulest Childish things without even blinking, without even thinkin' about All the stinkin' amounts of people that seems to be reachin' But the crowds, they're screaming And The Palace sold out this evening But now it's lay me down to sleeping Is it really my soul to keep, or have I sold it cheap? Is it greed? And do I take more than I need? When I joke of leavin', but keep overachievin' Cause what it's stole from me I've barely broken even [Hook] I know, it's a fine, fine line Living in hope or dire need I know, it's a fine, fine line Living in hope or dire need [Verse 2] So a martyr is how I paint myself And through my h**n ordeals I'm so vein I want my respect But ignore the bu*terfly effect that comes from my dialect 'Til I sit in the dark and I reflect And my reflection shows what it's like here Cause this vanity, surrounded by all these lights Yeah, it's like a nightmare I said, this vanity surrounded by these lights is a night mirror And I don't like how I see myself, so I open the Bible to Isaiah Cause I swear to Christ there are nights when I stay up and might Say a prayer twice just to make sure God hears Cause this ice layer I skate on's a nice way of putting it But I like stayin' feistier than a triceratops and like a dice player I got a nice paradise here, sealed off in my lair Away from the bullsh** good safe place to sit and talk sh** from And this house, is quite bare, but it ain't when you can't leave it And I feel so isolated, it's nice I made it But it's like I paid the price of fame twice, I hate it So I b**h about my life then make another song Vicious cycle ain't it, then wonder why I stay famous I keep walkin' the line, this goldfish bowl gets old But especially when you don't know If your conscience is sayin' I told you so Cause you don't even know anymore If you got the soul of a soldier, or you sold your soul [Hook] [Bridge] And from here you look so small Hovering high above us all Please come back to me [Verse 3] I still remember the times when They were simpler than the rhymes of Vanilla Ice were when I was just k**in' the mics I'll never forget what that feeling was like I miss those times now when I was just starting out Without a dime and, now I'm diamond I can't even stage dive in the crowd anymore now when I've been Stuck in this house hibernatin' Hate even going outside It s**s, sometimes I just wanna walk into Target and look at sh** and browse, I don't even want to buy nothin' I just wanna f**in' walk around inside it Look how excited I sound when I get to talkin' bout life and Everything about it I miss, which now reminds me Put a thousand lighters in the sky for the Outsidaz Wow, I must have had Alzheimer's Long time since I shouted them out, 'bout time Cause it's been on my mind lately how Zee, you always supported me You vouched, I will never forget that and How you guys accepted me for me and Pace I love you too, you slept on my couch And I've been thinkin' 'bout the time when I slept on the floor at The Outhouse Rhyming's all we ever wanted to do And regardless how life has turned out Inside I'll, I'll always be an outsider My life has been turned inside out but I [Hook] [Outro] But I keep walkin' the line...