Shadowville - High Trying To Fly (SPM Sample) lyrics

[Intro] I'm lone star rida, I ride alone If he test me, I f** off the maricon [Verse 1] Let me tell you stories a story of my life Let me tell you why I cry every night This sh** all started since the day I was born My father didn't like me I was born in the storm My father told me that I wasn't his kid Then why do many people say I look like him Ever since then, it was going down hill Father doing sh** that will get him k**ed (look) Mother father fightin over something f**ing stupid Trying to escape it all through the sounds of my music Looking at the sky, prying for a f**ing sign Rest in peace to my cousin the E.L.I So many errors in my motherf**ing life It's hard to fuking see when you can't find the light And I just thank god for the life that i'm givin Another day another dollar another day that i'm livin [SPM Sample/Hook] Mom said I could reach the sky if I try Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x) My soul is a lost one I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun I gotta pop one [Verse 2] Never felt safe in this motherf**ing place Mother working hard to put food in out plate And I appreciate the things that she's givin us So much pain, man I fell like its k**ing us But I stay on my feet and I keep on grindin Don't worry mom and you please stop cryin Ill take care of you like you took care of me But I don't know If i can pay you back what you done for me I stay on my toes and I stand so high I'm hoping I can make it before I die I aim for the sky and I aim for the stars I stay so high trynna heal these scars (but) They just stay cause scars don't heal I just pray cause I need a meal I dont play cause I need a mill It's hard to f**ing make it when your this f**ing real but [SPM Sample/Hook] Mom said I could reach the sky if I try Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x) My soul is a lost one I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun I gotta pop one [Verse 3] I'm feelin so down as I drown in my sorrow Trynna get it all but its just so hard yo So f**ing hard to get rid of this Many people here be talking f**ing sh** Many people hate us when we get this cash My pen is the gun and I let it blast Feeling so sad as I wear these cloths Feeling so sad cause they all have holes Trynna reach my goals but its just not simple I'ma pop off like a motherf**ing pistol People over here thinkin it's so easy People blowing up but they just so cheesy I'ma keep grindin till I reach the destination Graduated school with no education Livin in a house full of starvation I'm livin In a world full of discrimination but [SPM Sample/Hook] Mom said I could reach the sky if I try Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x) My soul is a lost one I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun I gotta pop one Mom said I could reach the sky if I try Then why does she cry when i'm high trynna fly (3x) My soul is a lost one I'm sleep wakin' with a mutha shotgun I gotta pop one