Shadowville - Heavenly lyrics

[Verse 1] If I gotta quit missing you I gotta rearrange my past I need a damn time machine to change it fast To seize all the memories be it sweet or bad Delete 'em one by one like they twitter ads Drop the smirk, glance, smoothie blast, shock and the pain From the first dance to the last walk in the rain Life's been a curse man always busy talking insane Now you're walking away leaving on a rockety plane Cause you're leaving my world you'll be rocking Britain You'll be walking new streets with new blocks and new lanes A lot left unspoken, heart so broken, our feelings had no names Doors ain't open, roads ain't chosen, guilt is in my veins Scared to open the door? at least look through the peephole I'm standing with a sign for you girl can't you decode? I'm sick of the games shawty you ain't so go play Burger king relationship, have it your way [Hook] Thought I wouldn't feel alone when the sun goes down And the walls were strong enough not to tumble down But this nothingness in me when you ain't by my side Telling me why, telling me why Now I know there's a reason why I miss you like hell Babe I miss you and us, I'm even missing myself The smile so divine, no I can't really deny Those heavenly eyes, heavenly eyes [Verse 2] 14 months later came the moment of truth Now the feelings had a name, no more excuses 4 am in the morning, November 29th Sweetest moment of my life, sweetest woman in my life But you were leaving anyways, I was too weak to know this And my world fell apart with your two weeks notice Was sick and tired of bleeding, I needed a time-out Was married to darkness then you got me sunshine bound Although I know when I grow old I'll never wonder 'what if' But would you let me keep you forever inside my heart if Only you would heal the loneliness I feel Sometimes it kinda feels like '25 to life' for real Reality s**s can I please have a tequila break? You locked my happiness up in a box and threw the key away Your walk down the aisle I remember the pain Now all I can do is walk down the memory lane [Hook]