[Verse 1] A lot of people hear not many listen If you gotta see with your ears then follow my vision So much on my chest, it's getting harder to breathe The same demons been inside me, not sure I want them to leave When the doubt starts infecting, I follow my heart Build walls around me to protect me, then I tear them apart Come to grips with reality, morality's gone The mentality to keep up has my vitality strong Another level of faith, it was odd Until I learned you have to believe in yourself before you believe in a god Seems like anger is deeply embedded Seemingly lost my mind, not sure where I am currently headed Looking for truth as I'm finding my path Asked about my future but the answers still lie in my past Trying to grow as a person, I'm hurting my chance May not get you to see what I see, but I can give you a glance [Hook]2x Lost in the fog of life The cost has an infinite price But you can't afford not to buy Peace of mind doesn't come cheap and it's free when we die [Verse 2] I try to take the road less traveled A bumpy ride, the road to peace is often left ungraveled I can paddle up a sh** creek with only my pride This is exactly how I'm feeling inside Do it with conviction Conveys the depiction of I how I handle my addiction Don't ignore the contradiction, its there for a reason The affliction shines a light on all of my demons A flood of emotions breaks the levee I built The pain of pleasure I feel - quickly covered with guilt These scars remind me of the things I've defeated Came out the other side a better person yet sad and depleted You have to give to get and most people don't If faith is the vessel - I'm on a sinking boat Getting the most out of this life as I can But just cause you go all in, doesn't mean you have the high hand [Hook]2x