Shadowside - Gag Order lyrics

Once more I open up the door A group of people stare I try to ignore Overcome by fear I wear the mask and try to be Assured, witty and sweet I choke on my thoughts All my lines are blocked A simple answer would suffice (I hear them whispering) My mind is rushing, I'm in silence The storm calls me back home Nothing to feign I won't personify again The storm calls me back home Nothing to feign I won't personify again I look up to the pitch-black sky Sounds of rain loud outside Alone I give out I let myself down I sing to quieten this shriek Of nostalgy in me Wary in my words All thinking is blurred I can't express what's in my mind (Why did I say nothing...?) No one knows what I hide inside The storm calls me back home Nothing to feign I won't personify again The storm calls me back home Nothing to feign I won't personify again The storm calls me back home Nothing to feign I won't personify again The storm calls me back home Nothing to feign I won't personify again