Shadowside - Memories lyrics

When it feels I've crossed the line and went back way too far I stagger and I fall and open the scar I'm an errant on the run, a stumbler come undone But I can't help it if it's tattooed on my skin I just happened to realize I believed in my own lie All the memories I've put aside I hid them but they're still alive inside All my past and all my history Are hard to carry but I just can't leave behind When I catch myself with thoughts of people I once sought I see I was so blind and clean up my mind Now I know well who they are, reality hits hard Disguised myself in rage and never faced the pain I just found out that I had to try to not submit to self-denial All the memories I've put aside I hid them but they're still alive inside All my past and all my history Are hard to carry but I just can't leave behind I just happened to realize I believe in my own lie All the memories I've put aside I hid them but they're still alive inside All my past and all my history Are hard to carry but I just can't leave behind