Shadows Past - Ladder Of Life lyrics

From the dark caves of history My old memories are, looking back at me Oh how I fear them, I fear those times They still haunt me, they pull me down I can't believe what I have done to me Don't understand why sorrow never leaves I am trapped again, trapped inside my pain And this karma thing won't let me be Can't change what I've said I can't change what I've done No I can not turn back the time But I'm trying to climb this ladder of life To reach, the safe place in mind I'm sick and tired of being in this world All of the things that I have to learn And if I learn them, how will they change me Will I lose my own way to see things?