Shadows Fall - Venomous lyrics

I only wanted to k** the pain and the sorrow Instead I buried you And k**ed the happiness in me Can you hear the laughter Coming from my grave? Suddenly it seems to me That I am my own worst enemy We can never hope to breathe In this misery Full speed with blinders on Never stopped to see the horror I think you always knew I'd drag you down to hell with me Suddenly it seems to me That I am my own worst enemy We can never hope to breathe Tangled in this misery Think of all I've said and done All the fights I thought I won Another scar for the chosen son The ungodly one How can I Purge this venom from my veins? Your sweetest suicide Drags you in and flips that switch As you fade away With the breath of every hit