Sworn I would not return here Now that has proved untrue I don't know why? I hold this deep inside me and I'll let no one through Defy me...deny me...I need you to end this I look to myself to see and the years have grown so long Am I weak and now I feel pulverized Consequences I reap by myself Those of you who don't know what I see..endless fight for my beliefs I am alone here Here's the place where I take my stand I'll not be held down again Broken no longer with no regrets, I am my own Once you would watch me cry but never would you intervene Now it's my turn to be free from all this pain You cannot pretend to like what I am You cannot change the past...do not even care You won't ever take me, You cannot see, break me And if you are ever lost...in our emotion I look to myself to see and the years have grown so long. Am I weak and am I alone I lost myself You didn't want to help me through this pain Now I am lost inside Try to crush m soul and now I feel pulverized Consequences I reap by myself Those of you who don't know what I see...endless fight for my beliefs I am alone here Here's the place where I take my stand I'll not be held down agin Broken no longer with no regrets I am my own Once you would watch me cry but never would you intervene Now it's my turn to be free from all the pain You cannot pretend to like what I am You cannot chang the past...do not even care You won;t ever take me, You cannot see, break me And if you are ever lost..in our emotion I now see what what I am Can it be life sustained? My reality.. my life clear of repression I can't believe what is taken from my eyes.. my eyes..but my blood knows My life, what I was born of To suffer agonizing way..to live it heart full of fear The pain, wake me for the day...I die Look into you, bring me the answers to my life Now I can see what has begun Nothing's forever, our life is done I've taken with me all that you have given Nothing if for you Wander on my reality... my life clear of repression I can't believe taken from my eyes... my eyes.. but my blood knows My life what I was born of To suffer agonizing way.. to live it heart full of fear The pain, wake me for the day...I die.