Took a walk down my life today Broken and empty roads are paved with regrets and guilt I have made Crushing what bits of hope remain Do you want to believe what I believe? I don't remember how to eat, sleep or breathe Trapped inside this state of decay You can't tell me that I don't want to stay I know my pain...burn the faces beyond k** me long before I wake Take me to my sleep I wait Stifle my breath with every scream I don't know when I lost my dreams All my hopes, all my desires now extinguished in my wills fire. It is gone and I no longer care Come with me and some hate I'll share You see no pain in my eyes, that is just my clever disguise I will not cry to you, You will not see the truth Took a walk down my life today Broken and empty roads are paved with the regrets and guilt I have made crushing what bits of hope remain Do you want to believe what I believe? I don't remember how to eat sleep or breathe Trapped inside this state of decay You can't tell me that I don't want to stay Suffering...lifeless age....face the pain...life's sweet suffering