Shadow - Trauma lyrics

Sunnex beat One time for my brother Yeah Use to plan with n*** then but now i plan alone I stand with n*** then but now i stand alone No n*** around when i was down so i was down alone In my dream my granny told me baby you not alone Repping the trenches with my music thought i was not alone Men i practice what i rap about ion just rap alone Real talks ion just cap alone You were born alone you gon' die alone Wanna move fast you gat to move alone Men i hope this money come fast cause the opp think we playing Ion just rap for the gram sh*t is real life men ain't faking Am a big stepper tell 'em goofy n*** yeah we deadly Cause when i pull the trigger fake n*** they gon' be buried Cause if i call you brother you my brother Lot of snakes around the corner Gat to watch out for your brother Yeah they hate but we ain't bothered Always grinding tryna move Yeah we always heading further Life is hard but yeah we cool Things are surely gon' be better Write a letter To my granny and my fallen n*** 2020 crazy took my n*** fu*k this sh*t is deeper Saw my n*** lifeless i was cold and humble life is priceless I was down in pain but what is gone is gone i can't get it back Yeah N*** thought we playing men N*** ain't playing Just tryna put my pain into verses men sh*t ain't easy, we out here working Tryna motivate the trenches you know wa mean Ain't fighting 'bout no b*tch n*** you can just get her And all this crazy lazy n*** claim the fu*k they braver I spend thousands on recording i don't depend on n*** I know the good or bad or right or wrong ion fu*k with preachers N*** if you step on me you step wrong Killers gon' knock on your door Everybody around me is crazy careful n*** when you talk b*tches coming for the co*k and N*** coming for the block Gat a n*** with a rifle in a darkness in my block I swear am dangerous Like a god them n*** pray to us You can't dictate to us Your treat ain't mean sh*t to us N*** we the trenches voice 'round here n*** so vicious All my n*** murderous They hate cause they can't fu*k with us Yeah These n*** thought we lazy But they don't know what we facing N*** sip what we drinking he started going crazy I put my heart on my shoulder lock my worries in prison Cause you ain't gat to be soft on n*** they hate you wining When i deal with sh*t i deal alone Cut my bread i cut alone All my price i paid alone These n*** fu*king stand alone Yeah Like ain't gon forget what these n*** did to me Like what they said to me mehn Ain't forgetting that sh*t Ain't forgetting that sh*t