Shadow Host - The Inviolable Balance lyrics

tell me what's happened to me what's happened to my soul I don't know it looks like an endless fall sometimes I feel that someone else hides in me it tries to possess me and wants to break free sometimes it seems to me that my reality was broken and I see black shadow of my inner self walls of cold fear will rise and surround me and I'll feel rising creature's breath between two sides I live my life so far from light too close to dark walk on the border of the other side one step beyond - and creature will rise I keep the inviolable balance I keep the balance time keeps the inviolable balance I keep the balance my soul consists of two opponent parts one part is white so another is black I feel instinctive despair when it's so close to me I tried to run away but it's like like an opening door without a key I keep the inviolable balance I keep the balance time keeps the inviolable balance I keep the balance I understand that white or black force will never win in my mind this struggle inside me cannot be stopped it will be an eternal fight between two sides I live my life so far from truth too close to lie walk on the border of the other side one step beyond - and creature will rise I keep the inviolable balance I keep the balance time keeps the inviolable balance I keep the balance