Shades Apart - Rut lyrics

I can't complain About this rut i'm in Day after day These same walls i kick in Rip out my hair What's so unfair Bent out of shape Underestimate what i can take It's easier to just break down When you're not around anymore Woe is me, I just can't win The cable's out again Can't stand the neighbor's hollering' It comes crashing down and i forget That some hearts never mend And it never ends Even though i'm not pretending when i cry I don't care About this rut i'm in No show to steal By making a big deal if i fall down and what for Fall so hard to seal my fate Feel's so good to bellyache It's gonna be one of those days Break it down