Shadeek Henry - THISISHER lyrics

[Intro: Negrosami] I'm gonna rap about um Some sh** that we all go through The struggles of love That's all there is to it [Verse 1: Negrosami] Blue thoughts paired with a night sky We had a future that was true but the truth lied Remember when I held you tight while you cried Saying that we would be together forever Well we tried Well we tried I was naive our future was a pipe dream Now I gotta leave it to these hoes to keep my pipe clean What we had was more than that You never cared about my looks Or the way that my money stacked You cared about me And I cared about you I caught feels and these rhymes are the residue f** All I could do was sit in the dark And write about what coulda been Writing paragraphs but couldn't bring myself to hit that send Fast forward four years from now You probably found someone else I lied I just jeopardized my mental health I'm over you I'm not It's fine (We're through) More shots I miss us So what more can I say Been a few weeks since we last texted Hoping you would enter It's best not to expect sh** What I learned is that you couldn't commit You gotta f** somebody else before calling it quits Knowing of the pain that you would inflict You left a disease in my heart b**h This couldn't be fixed b**h f** you [Hook: Kidd Solo] So when I knock on the door Who is it that you expect And will you ask for my name Or send me off like the rest So when I knock of the door Who is it that you expect Will you ask for my name [Verse 2: Kidd Solo] I wrote one letter to the gods They still ain't write me back So while I'm sitting here waiting I might just have a heart attack An army of her soldiers waits And they just wanna hold me back She just launched a full a**ault Is this my fault Oh I'm asphalt Cause the way you ran me over kinda hurts You can't step on me This ain't the way it works I am more than dirt You were not a blessing you are just a curse I hope I find the place you work Just to get you fired Find everywhere that hires Spread some wild fires With nowhere else to go You'll end up pushing tires With some fat juggalo named terry Who mighta known you prior Used to be a frier down at Hardy's Till he f**ed a minor Oh that's right he was in your choir Someone you admired Both of y'all were Tigers at the school Bet he perspires too Ooh That was rude I'm an honest dude so I can't lie to you You thick as bamboo at the zoo Girl I can't deny the truth Who am I to you? [Hook] [Outro] What's my name Say it right say it nice Even say it twice What's my name Do you remember Will your touch surface this letter Oh that's right You just the weather