Shaded Red - One Year lyrics

It's hard to say all I want to say to you I guess it's now or never I spent one year away trying to change a day But the past cannot be chosen I've seen days turn into weeks I could last a little longer I know you can hear the anguish in me I want to know I want to know I need You now I need to feel I need feel yeah I want You around I want to cry I want to cry Come touch me now I know I know for the first time I know your love for the for the first time It's hard to say why some things don't ever hurt But other wounds just grow deeper Why could I not die yet others fade away Still I live to keep on breathing I need peace to wipe away these tears To revive in me a new joy Only You can bring the healing in me right now